lachs0r @lachs0r@nazrin.moe

i hate how people are forced into… strategizing all their actions and *managing* other people and trying to function without being fully open or honest. having to play a horrible fucking game just to get by.

i'm so incredibly lucky to have a boyfriend who's as borderline, affectionate, empathetic, and committed to me as i am to him, someone to weather the storm together with. it takes so much pain and uncertainty and stress out of life. it breaks my fucking heart how many people don't have that. the fragile, friction-filled relationships most people have to put up with if they don't want to be completely alone. this culture that discourages commitment and honesty and interdependence in favor of small-minded, short-sighted selfishness.

i feel so, so bad for all the women who are trying to navigate these treacherous waters while their sense of self is being assaulted corrupted by the media and academia, being denied their place in the world and forced into roles they're completely unsuited to and lied to about absolutely everything, sabotaged in every way right out of the cradle. for all the men who are being demonized and devalued and dehumanized by our entire culture, held to impossible standards and treated as objects, toys to break and throw away by women who've had their psyches fried by progressive brainwashing to the point of near-psychosis. everyone being deprived of friendship and companionship and connection, of meaning and purpose.

i'm not as good at turning off my empathy for others as i used to be, which is really bad news when survival and happiness basically depends on being able to ignore the storm of suffering all around and fixate on your own cozy bubble of comfort and peace. it fucking hurts.

tfw your boyfriend interrupts you mid-tweet to ravish you

i want this

anyone know if the red army choir does wedding gigs

https://www.eggshelltherapy.com/quiet-bpd/ ｗｅｌｐ

fuck absolutely everyone who uses pandoc. you people need to be deported to siberia
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can we all please just agree to ban the words "geek" and "geeky" from the english language

OH peppy college girl on bus: "my cousin really wants to breed"

broke: china's one-child policy
woke: america's one-china policy

hahaaa my God how did i manage to wind up with the absolute best boyfriend a girl could ever hope for

i am so fucking lucky. i'm so glad i'm not alone anymore

current status: questioning everything i was raised to believe, feeling extremely unnerved

sometimes i wonder if non-borderlines are actually capable of meaningful connection & bonding

reading about how they react to loss feels like i'm reading about an alien species

pretending to be a character from a TV show you like is the literal worst way of forming an online identity

making out with my boyfriend to the tune of the soviet national anthem, as you do

@lachs0r do one thing and do it as badly as possible